i'm sorry

I'M SORRY DEAR :( Forgive me ? I miss you so much 

NJ :*

(:

I TRUST YOU (: -Take care of my heart -

iloveyou

Silence is better

Yaa, sometimes silence relationship is better right ? Tapi tu la . mulut orang ni kadang2 ada je . cakap itu ini even kita buat benda baik . Sebab manusia tak pernah puas dgn apa yg mereka ada. Biar je la kita je tahu apa yg kita buat . Yang penting tak susahkan orang lain . Betul jugak kadang2 org tua cakap, takut bila terlalu exposed partner kita . Ada yg kata kita ni berlagak la, playboy la, 'mcm dia sorg je ada partner', mcm2 lagi laa. Ada je org yg tak puas hati dalam diri dia . So, better kita low profile je . Behave ourself. Thats enough. Our journey still far. I know that . Dalam 5-6 tahun lagi tak tau la jadi apa, tak tau apa yg berlaku sama ada still mcm ni or sebaliknya . yela, apa yg kita expect tentang perasaan kan . Orang kadang2 boleh berubah sekejap je . Pagi cakap lain , petang dah lain dah . Cuma bila relate tentang relationship ni, more kepada trust and loyalty. Look simple, TRUST and LOYALTY? 2 simple words but not all people can do it. why? mcm yg saya cakap . Tak pernah puas dgn apa yg mereka ada . What i'm trying to say is, praised whtever we got. Tak kisah la benda tu besar atau kecil . Benda kecil pun boleh jd sgt berharga . Apa yg ada dengan kita sekarang , hargai dan bersyukur sebab kita tak tau akan datang kita dapat lagi atau tak . Mana tau org yg kita sia2 kan tu, tolong kita one day . Dan org yg kita syg tu, tiba2 lupakan kita . Kita pun tak tau . Zaman sekarang manusia bermacam ragam. Ada yg smpai boleh dibeli dengan duit . Kuatkan iman, teguhkan hati , percaya pada diri kita . Inshaallah

Jaga hati , jaga mata, jaga iman (: Thank you
for concern about me  -NJ-

THANK YOU :*

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

ILOVEYOU  <3

Thank you for everything that you're give to me. Especially your smile, caring, laugh and love  :*

Saya hargai setiap apa yg awak bg even benda tu kecil . Terima kasih sebab awak percaya saya, walaupun belum sepenuhnya tapi cukup la buat masa sekarang . Maybe akan datang 100% awak percaya saya. kan? hiks. emmm Saya nk cakap terima kasih jugak sebab awak layan saya dgn perangai sy yg mcm ni, faham je la sy mcm mana kan . Awak boleh accept semua perangai saya .  I'm not the best person , but i try to be the best person in your life . why? sebab sy syg awak sangat (:  bkn sbb sy player or sweetalker , but i really comfort with you . Banyak la benda yg sy suka kat awak. Ape pun awak , i really hope that this relationship long lasting .Maybe for a few years . Kita pun tak tau akan dtg mcm mana kan . Awak ! saya happy .Tak tau mcm mana nk describe feeling ni . I'll make sure i can behave myself, and most important not being 'playboy'. Biarlah si comel ni utk sy sorang je ! hiks love youu sayang !

#SAYASAYANGAWAK

ILY

I'll never get bored with you, but from day to day, i'll always love you and care about you . (:
Thank you for always be my cute clown ! -goodnight honeydew-

awak !

Setting cantik2 taw blog saya . hehe
saya tau awak mmg hebat+comel bab edit ni (:
thank you honeydew :* 

Be yourself

"Biarlah kita jadi diri sendiri , sama ada orang nak terima kita ke tak , terpulanglah .masing2 ada cara pemikiran dan karakter tersendiri."  Saya bangga dgn diri awak, sebab awak kuat , tabah dalam  hadapi sesuatu situasi . I'll respect it . Saya suka awak yang sekarang . Masing2 ada kisah silam , kisah pahit. Biar semua tu jd pengalaman yg dapat buat kita

lagi kuat nk hadapi hari2 akan datang . Inshaallah. Esok awak dah nak balik jb kan . Hati2 awak. Take care. i'll pray for your journey honeydew. btw, awak melatah sgt comel . hihi -goodnight-

#supersunday

#blackandred

soooooo happpyyyyyy !

Thank you for make my day honeydew ! i'm really happy . why? because i can't
stop smiling and laughing with you . and the most important i can make u happy (:
Ya, rasa lama pulak tak otp lelama , dapat share everything dgn awak . Thank you  God
for the gift u gave me . She's really priceless . Now, i'll be more positive and confident with
myself. Follow the flow . Awak , saya happyyyy !!!  Miss u more cute . Sweetdream (:

Thank you

Thank you for today honeydew . I feel so happy being with you . Nanti ada masa lagi , we'll spend time together again ya ? Btw, Ye, baju awak peach . Tudung awak okay sgt dah . Saya nampak . Saje usik awak . Awak comel sgt kay . Being honest, i'm so comfort with you till now . Till we meet again cute . Take care of yourself tomorror , jgn noty2 . iloveyou !

:*

miss your smile

"Cinta bukan untuk dipaksa kerana ia datang dengan sendiri tanpa diundang" ,Ya awak, saya faham . Tak semua apa yg kita nak , kita boleh dapat dgn mudah tanpa usaha . Inshaallah saya akan lebih matang akan datang , and i won't give up ! Jodoh semua Allah dah tentukan , dgn siapa , bila, dan berapa lama kita dgn dia . Tapi kita sendiri pun kena usaha sendiri. I won't be a loser . Ya, from day to day, i always love you and miss you :* . Its okay , i'll respect your decision . i won't force you . But, i'll wait for you , honeydew . How long ? Till u fully accept me in your life . You ! i miss you !

FINALLY

Yaaa, finally . I already confess to her . I really mean it wht i'hve said toward you. No more sweettalker . Sometimes its really hard to being honest, but till when? i feel so calm right now . Alhamdulillah . Thank you .  Ily :*

(:

RINDU . One word only .

(':

"its was a beautiful moment few days in muadzam,
i was thinking about u all the time
but as usual keeping the feeling is the hardest part in life
seeing u everyday does makes me happy
make me feel alive again
i thought the feeling almost gone for ever
but there u are. by my side
seeing u is my feeling. I hope one find day,
you will be a part of my life , that make every single
moments of my life cheerful, happy, laughing, smile.
There is lot of things that make me really miss you,
i know, sometimes i'm so annoying with you, always let you
getting angry but to be honest ,i'm so care every single thing about you
You such a important person in my life"
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Hmm

Lately ni tak tau kenapa dia macam lain , sometimes moody and i don't know why :( why? Am i doing something that really hurt you? Kalau ada, saya minta maaf sangat . I'm just wanna to see u happy always ,laughing and smiling . So adorable . Once again , sorry if i've make mistake...

Topping Honeydew

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

That story begin with :  

Sem 2 aku bermula pada waktu itu , students junior baru masuk masa tu . Agak ramai la jugak yang daftar . Masa tu still minggu suai kenal . Dalam masa yg sama aku pun ada program dgn kelab aku dalam dewan besar . Aku pun lepak je la kejap sambil duduk memerhati junior2 tgh berkumpul, ice breaking , byk lagi la aktiviti diorang . Sambil duduk tu main phone , ternampak sorang prmpuan ni tgh duduk btul2 depan aku . Ya, she's cute . Aku pi depan sikit sebaris dgn dia semata nk tgk dia . Mmg xreti malu la masa tu . Aku pun ckp dgn mmber aku , "wehh , comel weh dia", dgn nada excited. Aku yg bajet2 humble ni ckp dalam hati ,'nak ke dia kawan dgn aku'. Dalam beberapa hari tu aku selalu stalk dia, usha dia dari jauh .dia tk perasan pun .hihi. Aku pun xtau kenapa tetiba tgh scroll fb ternampak nama dia and i was like , is that really her?! . Aku pun tekan add . And she's approve me .  Thanks god . haha. Aku pun start chat . just chatting biasa2 je . Tapi tak lama , suddenly she's dissapear . don't know why :( .Then , start praktikal sem 4. Aku cuba tegur dia , ask her phne number . Agak lama gak usaha ni baru berjaya :') Ya, normal la , dia pun xknl aku sgt xkn nk bg terus no kan . and finally i got it !. And the story going more interesting when she's be my buddyz ! Along my practical , everyday i'm otp, whtsapp, keep contact till now. Even just a simple things, it can be a long duration on call .haha Why? any special about her? Soalan yang selalu kawan2 aku tanya kenapa selalu rapat dgn dia . call selalu, whtsapp and so on . You know what , smpai sekarang aku tak tau kenapa aku sangat selesa bila aku share everything dgn dia . walaupun tu benda kecik je . Dan sekarang aku dah masuk last sem . Sem 6 . Aku masih belum tegur dia lagi , cakap dgn dia depan2, borak dgn dia . Hanya relay dalam dunia khayalan . Aku pernah cakap dgn dia yg aku akan tegur dia. Tapi tu la masalah aku , jenis pemalu sgt kdg2 . ceahhhhh . Suatu hari tu aku tgh duduk2 dgn mmber , ttbe dia lalu depan aku . Sumpah terkejut masa tu, macam kaku . aku tunduk je . K segan gila kot . Yela 1st time jumpa depan2 kot . Selama setahun lebih contact kat phone je . Tapi lama2 aku tegur dia sikit2, jumpa dia , borak dgn dia, story dgn dia , smpai satu masa tu seminggu lepak dgn dia (: emmmm . Awak , sy pun tak tau kenapa sy makin selesa dgn awak, i don't know why . maybe awak layan sy baik je. layan kepala sy yg gila2 ni . Honestly, sy happy sgt . sangat happyyyy :* yaaa, i always miss youu . sy nak awak selalu ada dgn saya . support sy , make me happy, laugh , smile , everything . Sy pun xtau relationship ni smpai bila . Sy harap sangat kekal smpai bila2. Tak semua yang kita nak , kita dapat kan awak . Sometimes,apa yg kita syg tu terpaksa kita lepaskan . Jodoh dan pertemuan dah ditentukan . Sy redha . Sy kenal dgn awak pun dah dirancang . Ape pun awak, honestly i don't want to lose you (': yaa, sy syg kot kat awak . em. Thanks for being a part of my life miss honeydew. Tak nak dah topping . Sy matang dahh  hee. So, last sem ni hope dapat selalu la tgk awak , kalau awak kata tak boleh, sy nk tgk jugak. sy kan degil . haaaaa skrg jam 3.20a.m . i still can't sleep. awak dah lena dah . kejap lg la kot kalau sy ngntuk sy tdur kay. Awak take care taw. be a strong person ! keep smiling , i love ur smile :* Nnti kalau ada masa kita lepak lagi . 143! Sincerely mr topping (: